I'm Katherine Lazar. I'm married to the love of my life, Michael. We lost our first child, Brody at 37 weeks pregnant. He died on January 17th & was stillborn on January 18, 2022. Grief almost killed me & I had to learn how to survive it. It's been a rough journey but we have survived by trying to find the light in all this darkness. I started my Podcast At a Total Loss, to help other parents not feel alone after baby death, stillbirth & infant loss.
Loss Moms are my people and I love meeting them although the circumstances suck really bad. I miss my son and believe I will see him again in our eternal home. We are currently expecting Brody's little sibling in July 2023 & Pregnancy After Loss (PAL) is another animal. I've found that life is hard af and there are tragedies every single day. But we survive them. And if we are going to survive them, we have to find a way to smile again. So join me in my mission to find the light every day, to be the mother my son is proud of, to navigate PAL, to honor my baby and to battle all the things that leave us at a total loss.